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I am an eskimo. Things I found myself pondering the past couple of days:I am afraid of other people driving me in their cars. I think it's a simple case of me not being able to handle not being in control of the ol' wheel. Not like I am the rockstar driver I should be... it's something I'm working on. The whole trust in other people and allowing them to fish tail without me grabbing the door handle for a safety feeling. Sad. Freakin' sad. Cars have hydraulics and I don't understand why. Uh. Mine doesn't. Maybe that's why I don't get it. What do you get the person who has everything? Nothing. Call it a gift. If Buckleys tasted better, I would be more likely to remedy myself with it. But hell no. It is not going down my pipes. I would rather throw myself into some pathetic coughing fit and attract the attention of those who are subjected to listen t it by receiving cough drops and hot water with weird floaty things in it. Ew. I want to look more like how I feel. And how is that? Um. Maybe about 3 or 4 sizes smaller in the ol waist. I tried on some hot jeans last weekend and boy oh boy did I feel like tube of pork being made into sausage. (Oh wasn't that a hot comment...). I think I'd be super stoked with myself if I could wear something and not ask myself repeatedly - "should I actually wear this??". Kinda like my xmas outfit for this year. Super hot. But uh... hm. The more I think about justice and how it wasn't served - the more I want to wish I stood up for myself more. I could still be in the jury room if I just stuck to my guns on my stance. Sure, a lot of people would have been pissed but hey - I am ok with that. Super ok with that. I might have proven my point. I'll just shake my head when he's charged with possession of a gun again or heck - killing someone. I need new tires for my car. Fuck. I just bought a new car and the goddamn tires ain't up to the ol' Cowtown snow or ice. Um. Let's figure this out here: car - $26k, tires - $worthless. I slide. I skid. I have no grippy anythings. C'mon. Doesn't it make sense to put good tires on a car seeing how we live in a rather snow-prone area? Sigh. I need to make about triple what I'm making now and then I can buy super swanky tires with chesnut pieces in the tread. Oooh baby would that be cool. Posted by Bella at 12:31 AM# 0 Comments:
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